This is the first night since school started that I actually feel calm. It is the first night that I have felt like I actually have time. Its nice too, I got to sit on the couch with Lou and talk to my sister for the first time in what feels like forever. School makes everything so hectic. I am basically a walking zombie. Hopefully sometime soon I will be able to take Louis for a walk or visit my sister. If I had time I might actually notice how lonely my day is, but for now I am just existing in the madness and hoping that I make it through this semester.